Thursday, June 9, 2011
What a freaking awful day.... Really, terrible, to say the least. We got up early this morning, as usual, because we have a baby, you know. Then, we took our cat children to the vet to get hair cuts. Our cats have major freak outs when you get anywhere near them with a razor, so they have to be sedated. About 2:00, I got the worst call ever. I saw the vet calling and didn't answer. I assumed that my cats were ready to be picked up. As I walked out of Subway, I listened to the message they left me... and had a complete break down. The message was from our vet, saying that Moo's heart had stopped beating from the anesthesia. She said that they were putting a breathing tube in him and doing CPR, but I should get there as soon as possible.
I never imagined that losing a pet could hurt so terribly bad. Needless to say, I am hurting a lot. I have spent a lot of time crying today... So has my whole family. I don't think many people have ever seen me so sad, so it's hard for everyone. Even the vet cried with me. He just really meant a lot. I am going to miss him so much.